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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
another tiring day in school, but nevertheless productive. some people just make me want to barf :( but life's like that. who knows, im making alot of people outside barf too. rehearsal was a torture for my ankle. -screams- i've run out of plasters at home!! by seven thirty i was so lethargic and at eight oclock i was practically sleeping on the chairs haha. turned out that the invest u isnt that hot afterall. weiling looked like a water tap today. haha. was enjoying the cool wind from the huge fan with weiling denise and xilei. but after we went away and come back we realise the fan could not be operated. NOT OUR FAULT MAN! reached home at 8+ 9 and my bed was seducing me. i had just enough strength to resist the temptation -.- im short and subtle today. dunno what happened to make lao zhu laugh like mad. she makes me feel like im born a clown! tsk! well take care of urself yeah, and dont use that facial cream :D Monday, February 27, 2006 i want to die..... that was random. investiture rehearsal was quite tiring but otherwise fun. didnt need to use brain haha. oooh i like that song 3! :D and song 5 :D but was a tad irritated by something :( nevermind... gotta live through it. went to slack in the ssc. we were VANdalising the table. laughed alot den met this very familiar guy in orange :/ i think he was the one with the woman who rolled her eyes at me T_T aye dont care liao. scare myself only. if not for my songs... i'd be a loner. is this sacrifice worth it? in the process of hurting myself? Sunday, February 26, 2006 was frantic for the whole day. ohgosh. i give up on homework. rushed around sengkang and hougang for my dear court shoes. in the end i got them at ang mo kio -.- STUPID HUGE FEET LA! the flower i made during huahui is nice and pretty (: but its still not totally hardened. song 8 in pandora: kou dai de tian kong. GREATLY RECOMMENDED :D im addicted to pandora :) the whole album! OH MAN. IM SO DEAD. I LEFT MY NEWSPAPER IN SCHOOL. NOW I CANT DO MY CURRENT AFFAIRS WORKSHEET. AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO MATH. AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO PHYSICS. AND I HAVENT STUDIED SOCIALSTUDIES. SAVE ME, SOMEONE. Saturday, February 25, 2006 ahh DRAMABOX. the place is still as great :D woke up at 6:30 didnt know why i was so hyper perhaps it was the anticipated walk to compass point in the wee hours of the morning again :D had breakfast at macs at chinatown; and then lessons. ah, i missed the rehearsal :( found out in the afternoon no paiju, tsk make me wear sch shoes for nothing. script stuff were productive. AHAH saw bianco! really cute. aww i miss job attachment :( see all the familiar faces. like myra said, yang jun wei look less sissy :D good what. hhaha had fun playing with bianco man. he was enjoying all our massages. lunch at chinatown, woahh peipei and huiping were eating alot, they have their main course and side dishes -.- joanne only had curry puff and ice kachang and she said she was super full. small stomach! suwi was busy giving her food away haha! reached home and fall flat on my bed, still in pe shorts and all :/ vividly remember that when i reach home my mum was watching jie da huan xi and when i woke up the show was still on. went to the beach at night :) finally. the stars were bright even though there were clouds. it was high tide! i miss the beach. Friday, February 24, 2006 funny. at times when i want desperately need sleep eg.yesterday, i cant sleep because had to do project/study test/complete homework. but now when i have all the time i can sleep i decide to waste my time listening to songs online. how ironic. have to memorise my script and go to dramabox at 7:30am tomms! wahh i miss the black space :D i hope we are going fourth floor :) going back to school after that for paiju. FAINTS AHHHHH still have to chiong back. im so gonna flunk geog. but i only have myself to blame. cos i didnt study enough :( haiis. die. it doesn matter how much the rest of the tests i got; if i fail this, haha im gone from the world. i seriously dont like to be at home facing this person. ugh. ughhhh. i dont even know how to act around her. the whole mood at home is so fake and weird. owells. as usual i manage to have fun at the ssc(or more, at the playground). and yeah, so she claims, im always relaxed with her around. I AGREE :D dont float up to cloud 999 okay :D hmmm. the past seems vague man :D the right people will know what i mean haha! off to memorise my script! Thursday, February 23, 2006 how amazing is that. im so amazed i come here for a second time to blog about it. was asking yanbing to help me print that circular... lets paste the conv here. razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: eh, are we supposed to print out the asknowledgement slip only or the reply slip too? disenchanted ; says: eh,,, i think crucial part is the one with parent signtature la disenchanted ; says: ahaha disenchanted ; says: at ur class there one disenchanted ; says: eh? disenchanted ; says: what talking me disenchanted ; says: sorry disenchanted ; says: i dozed off razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: LOL! disenchanted ; says: i think i was dreaming razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: it's still early for YOUUUU. disenchanted ; says: i gong diao already disenchanted ; says: i seriously dunno what i was typing just now! razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: so i just help you print the asknowledgement slip ahhhhh disenchanted ; says: i know i was having a vision(dreaming) and that was what i said in the dream disenchanted ; says: yepps is that okay? sorry my printer no ink razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: hmmmm razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: sounds interesting. razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: haha disenchanted ; says: how interesting -eyelid drooping- razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: whattt, disenchanted ; says: "at ur class there one" razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: haha disenchanted ; says: faints razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: i was like, "HUHHH?" disenchanted ; says: sorry sorry disenchanted ; says: im so surprised now disenchanted ; says: i was really dreaming while talking to you. as in really sleeping that kind of dream razorblade kisses________hope, dangles on a string. says: and you were typing in ur dreams...??? disenchanted ; says: i think so!! disenchanted ; says: i was are you surprised?? i shocked myself. ohyeahhh since im here... juts read my gbk. haha thanks mummy. im two days late in reading it -.- but... heh. aye nevermind (thinks of what we talked about just now)! GOOD LUCK to everyone having tests tomms... haha :D i just feel like sleeping. but theres so much things left undone. studying geog.. doing bio... doing math... downloading some form, dunno how late i gonna stay up tonight. or rather, how early i will wake up tomms. finally our dance is coming into place. not bad la. its very fun. oh no! im dozing off in front of the computer! its true. i just drifted off abt 10 seconds just now. went library and first time mummy was faster than me. thank god today no mean person who would scold me for laughing. one thing to announce: xiaowei cant do math. owells. almost got pushed home but in the end mummy still relented. heh. i badly want sleep. badly badly. Wednesday, February 22, 2006 ahh opened this for dunno how long but didnt get to type anything. owells. today was a weird day. happy and sad; high and low; hyper and dead; all happened today from morning till night. sch was okay.. i was surprised by my hist results :/ that was a happy thing.. and my two dear friends were both feeling low, so i made something for them! (: vanessa gave me a drawing, SO CUTE! thanks, it made me happy (: dunno what happened in sch after that, everything passed in a blur. wasnt concentrating i guess. i dont like home. went to vanessa's house in the afternoon for a short while. watched mvp! oh god xiaoxi's dad is so cute while the principal of yunshang is so UGH. went home cos i was afraid of her dad haha. met her again at night in the library. that girl can make me laugh :D and make me feel stupid T_T she made me laugh so much this girl's dad told me to shh and she rolled her eyes at me. FELT SO MALIGNED! scolded for laughing which i was busy trying to curb. nvm.. since i was the one making noise, i shall ren qi tun sheng. went to 711 and once again malued myself. she proudly announced on her blog!!! -covers her post- laughed alot today. ahhhh relieve stress. -practises dance- haiis. feel like sighing all night. Tuesday, February 21, 2006 if only... if only i had thought more; i wouldnt have done anything unpleasant. if only i had tried to look into the future; i wouldnt be as lost as i am currently. if only i had worked harder for my commitments; i wouldnt have made so many mistakes. if only i had been more generous; i wouldnt have felt sad giving up something i love. if only i had tried to cherish; i wouldnt have been appalled at having to lose it. if only i had knew everything; i wouldnt have thought everything in this way. if only i have been more objective; i wouldnt be in a state of confusion. if only things come not at the same time if only theres a medicine to numb if only theres an angel to help if only a walk, a breeze and a friend would aid in minimizing the pain if only life werent this complicated if only there were no regrets in the world; then there would never be 'if only's. Monday, February 20, 2006 tsk weiling called me auntie -shakes head- yes specs stand visit soon of course (: i miss the air. and morning walk! yesyes? had mass this mornign to thank God for the sec fours great results. the singing part was what i liked best, of course. everyone was so enthu, singing and cheering :D even the china scholars sitting around me! haha, of course la. got ME mah. had ju script discussion. i was surprised at how on topic we were. i thought we will all digress! oh yeah, they all saw the stnicks rat except me. i want to see it! i like rats! (or rather anything that has fur) stayed back to talk to anges chuwen and jenny cos my dad couldnt come so early. all the 3F people. haha. sang alot alot. had fun at the library :D that pig so picky. made me ting xie two times and nearly had a 3rd time. so small mistake only man! she turned up all black faced so i showed her the weird but cute thing! haha. i think i was super noisy today :/ do i absolutely have to do the bio report? my eyelids are drooping already :( wheres my motivation! -dies- time: 00:55am. ms tey xiaowei has done her part on her physics and chemistry projects. she has given up on the bio report and decided to do it another day. she is on the verge of dying (or maybe sleeping) and may you all rest in peace. Sunday, February 19, 2006 woke up in a fine mood today, cos i liked the idea of walking to compass point so early! slowly strolled there and waited for june so we could go to the church tog. supposed to get on the mrt at 6:40 but cos we were busy eating and talking we left at 7 -.- wasnt late though, haha. we were the 2nd ones to reach. selling the tickets was fun; except many ppl had already bought at novena church yesterday -_- many of my lines consisted of "hello, we.... oh okay thank you! -big wide smile-" result was terrible. shant announce -.- pamela was saying she very wang4 at times, still got feng shui one man. haha. when it was abt to end, we sat down and i was watching ziqin play her uhhh forgotten lawyer or royal thingie? haha! forgot the name. was so jing zhang can. and i used up alot of energy watching it; was giddy by the time she stop the game. walked to bugis after that. rachel the pro guide! :D liying and june were playing all the way, the rest of us felt like we brought two children out -.- walked around, and june brought us into swensens. that rich kid man! but in the end, she guilt me into buying smth to eat T_T pok kai ah! pamela also couldn resist temptation. rachel and liying were busy trying to brainwash themselves that wangwang is a super ex food! laughing all the way. till me and june went to ps and i was stupid to accompany her cos i know i would stick around yamaha. june was very puzzled why i couldn take the courses, but owells. she brought me to see all the rooms having lessons, wah damn cool! in the middle, the shiniy gold and silver displays caught my eye wahhhh i chiong there ah! the saxaphones and FLUTES and trumpets. i just stoned there looking in wonder and desire -.- how stupid. sent june to her piano lesson and i went back out. noticed the euphoniums and trombones on display and i went to see see again. NOLSTALGIA. and i rmb what my brother said and my mums behaviour :( why do they always make empty promises! they give me so much hope but in the end they just smash them. took mrt, and when it was hougang station i found a seat. was too used to thinking that the next stop is sengkang, and i told myself i could close my eyes for a few moments before i reach. but somehow i dozed off and got shocked awake when the mrt stopped, and i thought i reached so i jumped up and left the train. guess what? i found myself in buangkok -.- tsk! sat on the platform for half an hour before i decided to go home. haha. thought about alot of things. went home and slept, had a nice sleep but was interrupted cos my dad pulled me up to watch the show he kept talking about, catch me if you can. it is not bad la, except i have to come here to do my PHYSICS CHEM BIO projectS. :((( i learnt something, when people say "pursue your dream", they dont mean it. the factors to pursuing your dream doesnt depend only on yourself, but on whether the people aound you gives you the support and assurance you need. i know where my trust has evaporated from. Saturday, February 18, 2006 woke up today was preparing to go to sch, alr changed into uniform and realise i still got one whole HUGE chunk of script havent typed. and it was super urgent. so i sat down and type. and type. and type somemore. i typed until i yan hua liao luan tou hun nao zhang!!! den rushed to kebun baru cc. the dance is SUPER fast? legs got tangled up -.- xilei was damn funny... and all our penguins look retarded. cheer up yeah weiling (: came back home and rushed my script again and finally TADA! its done. playing minesweeper flags. im won! :D hahaha. ohyeah went downstairs supposedly to take a walk but ended up watching mvp at vanessas house. its like so cool la the whole house no adults all like teenagers? i mean for today la. haha. oh no i just lose at hexic. im lousy :( here too add: im so surprised she actually does the housework eg IRON CLOTHES??? imagine!! i cannot imagine! i was like practically staring at her, thinking if that was vanessa lim -.- but she looked pro. (guilty) gonna be a long day tomms? :/ everybody says its fun but im not sure if it will be so. haiis. not because of the cip part of course. Friday, February 17, 2006 woke up at 4am today to cram the chem cos i was too tired the night before; and couldn get out of bed in the end. slight fever and splitting headache but had to go to school cos of chem test -.- so i had chem first thing in the morning and after that i thought i could rest for the rest of the day, i return to class and got a really PLEASANT surprise that theres english test! i nearly fainted on the spot ah! went for cca was really tired but after cca ended at 5:30 (so early today!) had to stay back and write some porridge things. stayed in school until 8:35pm, cannot imagine taking bus. sneaked a taxi home! gotta type a longlong script. but thank god peipei writing another half. or else DOUBLE the work! want to die already. feel like sleeping! mummy came to my house, she crazy girl. found out something somehow... shocking from her! nearly got heart attack :/ i dare not bear too much hope; but thanks for caring today (: it actually made me feel better. Thursday, February 16, 2006 how do you study when your eyes are half closing even when ure slacking? HUGE chem test tomms, first thing in the morning. and i probably wont have time to study for it in the morn cos needed to go write some stuff abt porridge (inside joke). so that means i have to cram all my studying tonight. FAINTSSSSSS. its super tiring today. woke up at 5:30 cos needed to reach school at 6:30 to xie juben. reached school on the dot at 6:30 and i abruptly realise i forgot to bring peipeis invest uniform! at that very moment i was dreading calling my dad and myra to tell them i have to go home to take it. so i did. SORRY MYRA AND JIAYI. IM SO OF NO HELP :( and my dad wasnt making me feel better chiding me all the way from ang mo kio to sengkang and back to angmokio. reached sch, didnt even attempt to go to class and rushed to 4purity to give peipei and they have already gone for assembly. rushing part one, finished. rushing part two. right after school had to run out cos my dad had to take me to the ICA building. ah i miss that place! as in, that area cos right beside ICA building(it was once called SIR building) was my first primary school (: the place is super nice, couldn bear to leave :D and after that, continued rushing back to school for pai ju for xiaopin. had jelly legs by the time i reached 3j, only to find that they are moving to fam lounge! but anyway rehearsal was fun. and productive even for that one or two hours left. reach home and TOMM on the bed. couldn get up until i was forced to bathe. watched my 7oclock show and went ssc. wah! the atmosphere so nice to SLEEP. did abit of chem, slept, did abit of chem, slept, woke up and play with pigda's mums drumsticks(wahhhh!), got bullied, and went home. ate. and now im here. i want to sleep but my chem worksheets are giving me the look i always give pigdas mum. awwwww. im trying hard to give in. who ask me to have a heart of stone? awwww poor worksheets. i promise to give yall some attention alright? turning insane. Wednesday, February 15, 2006 one word to sum school up: miserable. theres smth kept inside me for quite awhile now. but theres no one to tell. i guess everything will just roll by without knowing... since im so busy nowadays, i hardly have time to overthink. but its just... discouraging. juben writing after school. not very productive :/ supposed to meet at 2:45 but in the end we started at abt 4+ because of my stupid geog work and myra+jiayi's zaobaoluntan. was really restless at about 6 started twitching around, walking in circles and myra joined me :D burnt fats. and got the emotions involved for our ju! :D did EM6 at the library. and because that dear pig couldn concentrate on her chem, she distracted me from my math. at 10 we had to come out and sat at the playground. lied down on the slide and watched the sky. was very peaceful (: if i could, i would probably stay there the whole night. but of course that can never happen :( wheres liyi! project how! have to wake up earlier tomms :( but reaching sch at 6:30 to write script! :D how we will be productive! Tuesday, February 14, 2006 the whole day thinking of this sad song; crash my mood also. finally one time in school i was feeling great. vday atmosphere. was feeling damn bad that i didnt have time to do anything. did something online and also not sure whether to tell ppl go see or not :/ ate lots of chocolates today. hope to burn off the calories at morning jog tomms. wahhh im afraid i'll be so saturated with fats i cannot run. went for wenhua lessons and found out it was quite interesting. heh. the tea thingie. make me miss the tea chapter last yr during enrichment week! :( i miss the zong zi! the super short tables and all (: got aircon also! :D my money flowing out like water. cries. and my mum is not giving me allowance. for a long time already :( alright. she came into the room. gotta close the blog :/ Monday, February 13, 2006 sch was horrifying today, wah. dont feel like elaborating. first paiju was short because of the house meeting. but kai-sheng-ing is super fun! jiayou myra (: oh no... my vday presents! havent prepared :( no time. die la! im gonna be late again. whos fault! my mum's fault(the pig)! alright. dunno who say i bully her. today she bully me until siao lah. feel so demoralised. had my first ever malu hall of fame :x and that super unglam girl, nvm shant expose what she did :D and yeah god sorry about what happened just now, i got a huge shock! i was at most fault; too stubborn la. well. dont be frustrated over what ur dad said okay :( remember our deal to sit far away from each other next time :D and of course, what you told me: YOU FU TONG XIANG, YOU NAN TONG DANG! :D just do the favour of waking me up if u see me drop dead on the table, thanks! heh. and train urself to maintain eyecontact :D i can be your dummy for free. have to thank god (and miss praveena) for the postponed chem test! otherwise i'll be dying today over social studies and bio(and chem). -thinks of vday and faints from guilt- Sunday, February 12, 2006 ohgod! FINALLY DONE! phew... spent like 9 hours in j8 writing script with jiayi and myra, sat in macs for a few hours before changing to kfc for another few hours. saw weiling and selina! script was super mindboggling, went home and typed the script out again.. for another two hours! now just feel like dying. paiju tomms after house meeting. ahhhhhhh. yay :D its gonna be productive. i want to kai sheng! crapping. might as well not be here. i really dont know why some people have the best of luck and everything goes well for them. while some other people suffer in the background, when no one knows and no one cares. cos apparently the rest of the world are so occupied in their own worlds to care. Saturday, February 11, 2006 my password could not work just now; i got a shock. feeling happy today. the only day i was free from studying and got to sleep until one oclock? hahah! actually brought homework to do at ssc but because i forgot my pencil i took the advantage to slack :D came back watched jie da huan xi and went to sleep again. i guess what made me really happy was that i finally got to eat my long awaited pigs organs soup at compass point today! i had been craving since december if im not wrong :D bought two pens and a pencil(like finally!). came back and slacked again. wah! relaxed day today! juben writing tomms. gotta wake up early. ah. Friday, February 10, 2006 everyone was commenting that my pinafore has a huge contrast with my tie -.- owells. i really dont want it to be that conspicuous man. forgot to bring my friends mvp again. i feel so bad. its like since before sch ended last yr i borrowed and until now i havent returned :( feel super guilty. i rmbed this morning! i put a reminder! but i woke up late and my mum was neh-ing me in front of my friend i just ran out la. sold chicken wings today. ended up buying alot of them. gonna get fat. ahhhh tummy upset :( Thursday, February 09, 2006 the only funny thing that happened today was pe. soccer. learnt to kick the ball. had one realisation. i think the ball i took is attracted to the orange cone. cos when i kicked the ball over to angeline i will always hit the cone without fail. either the two objects are attracted to each other, or i am subconsciously aiming at the cone and im so accurate -waves at audience- slept at around 5 today and woke at 8. wah! energised. didnt want to start on homework cos no deadlines tomms. but since im busy for the weekend i have to sacrifice my dear evening to homework :( i am still generally happy but smth seems to be creeping beneath my head everytime i am in the presence of the class. i dont know... just feeling abit. disoriented. Wednesday, February 08, 2006 six words to summarise what i feel today: THANKS AND I LOVE YOU ALL!!! went to school feeling totally pessimistic today. but i left school really feeling really blessed and great. i felt as if the world had changed over those few hours. people keep surprising me and really today was never ever like any of the times before. THANKS: FIONA; your lollipop and hellopanda all gone already :D thanks for remembering. we will be having lots of time tog again this year! lets jiayou tog for qihang alright? ANGES CHUWEN XUEZHEN; oh god sorry i foiled your plan by not going to the canteen. but i really appreciated your efforts and ideas. it is the first time someone ever actually cooked for me, specially. i cant explain in words everything that i feel. and yeah anges, ur fourleaf clover sticker is now on my nametag :) thanks for all you three have done for me since i got to know you all better. i'll learn to treasure you even more :) ELAINE; aye dearie! ur present was really cute! thankyouthankyou! and the green flush of the postcard :D WEILING; your paper was really inspirational! i have pasted it up onto my wall :) yeahh. i know you have seen all these before but im gonna say it again. im really glad to have you as a friend who braved through storms and winds with me, giving me assurance and encouragement when i really need them. thanks for being there all the time. i love you :) JUNE; i love the magnets! they can be my mood-meter for each day. den people know whether to come and re wo or not :D thanks :) LISHIS; you lot of people are really the most precious group of people in my life. i was not feeling really optimistic for the day, and i really didnt expect these from all of you. YOU ALL ARE SO SWEET!! seriously gonna be super sad when this badge graduates and i graduate. you are a huge factor to my fifteenth birthday. thanks for brightening my day and being my motivation from now on to strive on towards everything in life. you have made me realise the importance of cherishing the people who cares abt me. thanks for everything you have done; i appreciated the green cake, the green photo frame and the green handi pen :) and the NEVER give up poster. jieying joanne yunjie esti ziqin zhenqin danfong jiayi peipei myra ivy kemin carolanne huiping xinying, wo ai si ni men :) YANBING; VANESSA; RIXIN; KELVIN; SHEILA; YILING; JIAYUN; SOPHIA; YILING; KAREN; THREE PURITY; thanks for all your wishes :) thanks for remembering my birthday i really appreciate it, and you lit up my day :) i guess everything is fine in the end. i shant bother about those few bad things for the moment. afterall. i still have 20min to enjoy my day :) feel like mentioning this: i cant believe vanessa lim sze min is so damn lucky. she DROPPED her wallet on the grass and didnt know, and one hour later she nonchalantly walked around and found it lying innocently on the grass untouched. MIRACULOUS. of course, i am her lucky star mah (forces myself not to listen to her cough). and yeah good luck. 10 min. im fifteen. im old. but im... happy, i guess :) Tuesday, February 07, 2006 ohwells. why everything comes at this unearthly time?? oh, block my ears. i think i cant take much more. my heart feels heavy. no more mood for academic stuff. theres nothing i can do to change how i am feeling now. i am so lousy. so easily affected. what to say. all the things bundled up in my mind, i cant entangle them im suffocating; uhh. im trying. i dont want to be AA. alright. shall stop. go study. Monday, February 06, 2006 if there was smth i could buy; i would buy confidence. if there was smth i could throw; i would throw paranoia. if there was smth i could keep; i would keep the smiles. if there was smth i could change; i want to change... pessimism. i dont know why it is coming back. i think... same reason as sec one. ohwells forget it. my dad didnt manage to kope a chingay shirt for me :( but nevermind (: at least it is in sight. my dad wears it for me to see -.- i realise band songs always keep me from being too low. jericho seriously rocks. and did i mention i love Procession To Peace? im addicted. wahha cathigh symphony band and st patrick are having their concerts in april and march respectively. i definitely wont miss! and my brother too :D most likely going with june for the cathigh one afterall got old classmates. but stpat how? should i pull joanne along again? its at esplanade this time. hmm. i think i'll get my brother to treat me. three tests on wed. :( :( :( wednesday leh! :( i think i look fatter than i actually am in pinafore. cos when i bought the pe shirt from the uncle he gave me 42. my current pe shirt size is 38. when i tried it on at home, i was like OHMAN! hahaha. no face to wear la. :( so huge. i still cant forget abt the 3 tests. i think im gonna be in a rotten mood that day. shall go read my horoscope. Sunday, February 05, 2006 did i mention, i totally believe in horoscopes? tomms horoscope sounds good, but i dont dare put much hope :( "This is your birth month, so celebration really should be the name of the game. That said, you should also expect for all your sign's 'usual' traits to be doubly potent: rebelliousness, outrageousness and an even more eager willingness to shock and amaze the masses in any way you can. Talk about a good time! Oh, and you've also got a heavenly pass to startle your family right now -- which, honestly, has always been your favorite pastime." went to my aunts buffet and almost fainted from the food. they keep forcing me to eat! and they bluff me say i very skinny. go die la all the more it makes me feel bad. met a very very cute malay guy who looks like a eurasian. hahhaha! joking la. felt very shiok cos got to karaoke at my aunts house. screamed my lungs out :D did i mention i LOVE the chingay shirt? the floats and dunnowhat parade one. so cool la! my dad brought one home (he drives one of the floats) but it is too big for me. cries! he offered to help me kope one more :D hope he succeeds! jiayou mummy! only 3 more days :D Saturday, February 04, 2006 how coincidental is this. right in front of me, i have the souvenirs of stnicks symphonic band and ngee ann poly concert band. the souvenirs are both black with white words. wah. i was shocked. are the heavens hinting something? :D woke up at 10 today and cont to sleep till 11+ until i was dragged out of bed on the way to my aunts house. brought a whole bag of books and paper and homework and in the end when i reached my aunts house guess what i did? i slept -_-" and i dreamt about someone! oh god. am i subconsciously stressed or something? so! in the end, no homework done. :( haiyah die lorh. tomms going another aunts house for buffet. school should give us the 15 days of new year for holiday man. how to complete my homework like that? and four tests next week. gahhhh. not looking forward to it. suddenly find this poster on my wall very meaningful. "friendship: i value the friend who for me finds time on the calendar. but i cherish the friend who for me does not consult the calendar." Friday, February 03, 2006 i feel blessed to have such friends (: i shant really say what happened, it was embarrassing business for me and silly business to the rest of the world. basically i just xiao ti da zuo :( and que fa xin xin as usual. feel like doing a little shoutout. zhenqin was super nice. thanks for having faith in me. although im not sure if i'll disappoint you. and im sorry i said i dont want to talk to you. but really really thanks for ur support :) esti and jieying... hmmm. actually yall still can change ur choice if yall want alright? but if im really taking the role, i'll do my best. i believe you two are great daoyans (: jiayou! danfong, yeah you selfproclaim to be my motivation. but u make me laugh all the same. just dont sing the song xiaowei :D haha. myra and jiayi, we shall jiayou for qihang tog :) and yeah myra thanks for comforting me. i was so paiseh bleh. and kemin ur message was cute :) i think 2nd lishihui rocks (: i love all of you/us. lao-ing mifen will definitely be a great memory. and we will pass down the tradition. :) of course, my mummy is the best (feel like cheating myself like that) she accompanied me from nine plus to almost eleven. had to shift from the ssc out to the playground cos they were closing and we got chased out. i bet she was super bored cos i was keeping my mouth shut almost all the while. until i start speaking until i cannot stop. felt much better after saying everything out. i bet her ears ache man :/ like she said, she wrote me a LOVE LETTER -.-" and! i wrote one back! (faints) reacting to ur last sentence in the last paragraph, im not gonna make you go a huge detour to walk to my house. tsk. got short road dont walk walk long road. ohman. i realise im really only blogging abt things that happen between after sch and home. today is a memorable day. i'll keep this blog forever. Thursday, February 02, 2006 i positively hate school. :( shant talk abt sad stuff in school. shall concentrate on AFTER SCHOOL! rushed down to ngee ann poly with weiling and yanbing right after i (almost) finished my work. the taxi driver was so nice. i like him! :D reached and didnt know where to go so yanbing called danfong and yupps we reached. and like what danfong said, "out of 6 classes, 6 people came" owells. but thanks justice for contributing some twenty cent coins (: after giving all we have we walked around, went into two lecture theatres secretly cos we needed the air con badly. haha! after that went to look at the open house, where theres the cca fiesta. I HAVE TO SAY, I AM SO HAPPY THAT IM STILL ABLE TO PLAY THE DEAR TROMBONE AFTER NOT TOUCHING MY EUPHONIUM FOR 2YEARS!! i tried the euphonium last yr during cca fair and i failed badly. i tried the saxaphone too! smth i badly wanted to try in primary school (: but anyway i left my name on their list :D haha. walked around. ngee ann poly has DAMN LOTS of cca! and many are so interesting. i bet yanbing was interested in the cheerleading one (: (alright i was just assuming) weiling was quite quiet all the way i was thinkign what was wrong with her. haha. at around four we went back to the zest thingie. took our bags and left. had to rush to compass point! the super nice me treated them to taxi :D the horoscope is so true. "on Thursday, money is the last thing on your mind -- except as far as altruism is concerned." yes. totally. i spent hell loads today and i feel so happy. had lunch with weiling/professor and pigs mum/judge. she is so quiet la. think she was about to die or smth. and! she didnt finish her baked rice. weiling and i were like so steamed trying to get her to speak. her longest sentence was only twelve words long -shakes head- conclusion: vanessa talks less when she's sick or when she sees the stnicks uniform. and the poor girl is sick at home now. get well soon. you dont look okay at all. homework... :( shant talk about it. alright. from now onwards. i'll not blog abt sch work and homework. they are mood spoilers :( and... im tired. Wednesday, February 01, 2006 my dear pig(da)'s mum vanessa, since ur tagboard doesnt like me i shall just say here. firstly, i want to say, PANADOL REALLY WORKS. TOOK YOU HOW LONG JUST TO BUY IT AH! okay. secondly, next time ure sick, dont walk around too much. i really cannot account for it if you faint on me next time. conclusion, dont go out of ur house when u are sick with 38.9degreecelsius. thirdly, i know you are super excited for tomms. hahahha!!(im convincing myself) nvm. even if u drop dead(im not cursing you, joking) we will da bao the food and send to your grave (: p.s. i not da pai okay. AND. to respond to ur post, aiyah. :( you make me feel very bad i said smth this morning la! okay den.. next time i shall just keep my thoughts to myself and keep my mouth shut :x btw, i didnt bully you and, me and weiling are COOL nerds! :D note the cool! i feel so naggy. no wonder im ur mum too. what a weird link heh. ughh! horrible day today! got back geog and it was like almost a failure. alright. im my terms i think it was a complete failure but owells i guess i have to get used to it. since more tests like that are gonna come this way. haiis. june was super hyper today. lols. yanbing also. whats with everyone! audition was fun; i feel like im a lower sec again. but so tiring. felt like plummeting on my bed the min i reached home. went to ssc supposed to do work and fel asleep -.- OFF TO SLEEP FINALLY! |
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